where can i rant out my feelings? I can't do it here cos a lot of people know of this blog. thats sad. i need to talk to someone. I'm not able to hide my feelings well like tisa :( she's good at that(: I can't smile when i'm sad. I can't be nice when inside, i feel like shit.I can't do it and i have no idea how tisa does it. Teach me. i'm dying at home. i can't continue lying to myself and others. it just hurts and its stupid. i have a boring life. i have 66 friends on friendster. i deleted it/cancelled it/leave it to rot and die. omg i'm such a loner. so many things irritate me. fake 'emo' character. stupid people. stop being 'cool' lah seriously. it doesn't work ok?! this particular person who talks to me at 3am in the morning. tells me about how this particular other person keeps looking at her and she thinks he likes her! WTF?! shut up already. PLUS! this particular person boasts about everything. i hate that. i hate 'boasters' wtv. Completely self-absorbed people irritate me too. theres nothing wrong if somebody is better at something than another person. if you suck, you suck. its sad but its true. busy busy busy? yeah right. i use that damn excuse if i'm lazy to go out too. its the freaking hols. how the hell can you be busy?! people who already started studying like crazy irritate me the most. they make me feel pressurised and i don't like it. The fact that i'm gonna go as far as malaysia for fricking 4 days?!!!! WTH!! for my end of year hols while other idiots are going to places like US and Europe(not referring to anybody in particular). The fact that i'm not gonna be in 2gy anymore doesn't irritate me, it makes me feel super sad. I was looking at pics of 2gy and i started tearing. you guys are the best. seriously. screw the school system and subject combinations. 2gy made me feel happy to go to school everyday. made me look forward to school. i already know some of the people i'm gonna lose and i sure will miss them dearllyyyy... Tisa, Sydney, faeqa, aden, tata and so many more. damn.
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where can i rant out my feelings? I can't do it here cos a lot of people know of this blog. thats sad. i need to talk to someone. I'm not able to hide my feelings well like tisa :( she's good at that(: I can't smile when i'm sad. I can't be nice when inside, i feel like shit.I can't do it and i have no idea how tisa does it. Teach me. i'm dying at home. i can't continue lying to myself and others. it just hurts and its stupid. i have a boring life. i have 66 friends on friendster. i deleted it/cancelled it/leave it to rot and die. omg i'm such a loner. so many things irritate me. fake 'emo' character. stupid people. stop being 'cool' lah seriously. it doesn't work ok?! this particular person who talks to me at 3am in the morning. tells me about how this particular other person keeps looking at her and she thinks he likes her! WTF?! shut up already. PLUS! this particular person boasts about everything. i hate that. i hate 'boasters' wtv. Completely self-absorbed people irritate me too. theres nothing wrong if somebody is better at something than another person. if you suck, you suck. its sad but its true. busy busy busy? yeah right. i use that damn excuse if i'm lazy to go out too. its the freaking hols. how the hell can you be busy?! people who already started studying like crazy irritate me the most. they make me feel pressurised and i don't like it. The fact that i'm gonna go as far as malaysia for fricking 4 days?!!!! WTH!! for my end of year hols while other idiots are going to places like US and Europe(not referring to anybody in particular). The fact that i'm not gonna be in 2gy anymore doesn't irritate me, it makes me feel super sad. I was looking at pics of 2gy and i started tearing. you guys are the best. seriously. screw the school system and subject combinations. 2gy made me feel happy to go to school everyday. made me look forward to school. i already know some of the people i'm gonna lose and i sure will miss them dearllyyyy... Tisa, Sydney, faeqa, aden, tata and so many more. damn.
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CYNTHIA
is under construction
til she is presentable.
permanently, then.
DARRELLE
is dissociative personified.
SHA
I'm his secret affair.
JUBS
do you know, i are smart.
PW
now I'm wondering if you aren't enough any more
SYDNEY
admits she is BLUR BLUR ):
TISA
ghey.
Adopted Trees.
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